| I guess that to set the record straight I'll tell it once but I doubt I'll say it again. I have been getting crap about Steve Kove not being my real name and it is stupid because I wear it among other things. Well if I cared what people thought I'd ask them in a nice way. I started going by that and wearing the name tag at first as a joke and to see who noticed. However it became more than that, it became a means to escape the pressure of school and the feeling of needing to be accepted by the people at school. The chair stealing thing is just a hobbie of mine to show how no one pays attention to what goes on at school. It really makes me mad when I do something and goobs at school say something about it like; "He is so gay." and "WTF is that loser doing?"? Well I know that if they were in the position I am and their friends and them thought of something like this then it would be different in their minds.
I'd like to think that I don't need to wear it but when I do it just makes things easier to shake off because I'm Steve Kove Bitch, Steve Kove. I can't really say why but it just does. I still drives me crazy when I want to talk to someone but we have grown distant and I get scared of talking. So I still like the same person I have for just about ever and I would say their name however if things aren't weird enough because we never talk anymore like we used to *everyday* I am slowy coming to terms with the fact I can't have her but it is progress. I just think it's bad I can't talk or say what I want to say to them, but my thinking doesn't really help matters any, which I seem to do way to often.
I bought the Bullet in the Bible DVD and it is pretty cool if you've never been to a concert, like me.....
I am really thinking about starting to write again because I'm getting some good ideas but I have to work in several names if I do.
I am supposed to be going shopping Saturday night around 7:30ish so be out and about so you can ignore me like you are so good at doing *that was referring to everyone that never talks to me*
I find it funny how I write stuff on here that no one will really read or remember.......I guess I just want to read what I have to say.
-Travis
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| Why do I feel like I need to accepted by the people I can't stand??
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| I guess I should update since I have some recent updates that some
people, though not many, would like to know. The Part time frozen food/
dairy stocker quit this past week, so basically I get to work ff/ dairy
on Saturday and Sunday, which is a guaranteed 16 hours plus the hours I
work on the front end *as a bagger or cashier* I get during the week. I
am supposed to get a raise so cross your fingers because that would be
nice to get. Did I mention that I had only been there less than half a
year. However the job is very tiring seeing how all I do is put stuff
out just in time to have people come and take it away. That kinda makes
me feel like my work is pointless. Not to mention there isn't as many
people to talk with unlike the front end.
I still haven't
bought anyone anything for christmas yet....blah, if I could keep from
spending all my money on CDs and movies, I might have some for gifts,
but it is hard to tell myself no when it is MY money.
I purchased 4 new CDs this past weekend and they were
All American Rejects-Move Along
Johnny Cash- 16 biggest hits
The Click five-Greetings from Imrie House
Fall Out Boy- From Under the Cork Tree
I
am pleased to say that although I haven't heard all the songs due to my
work times over the weekend, the CDs seem to be pretty good. I didn't
have high hopes for fall out boy but they remind me of a hard version
of Relient K.
That is all for now. Happy new years to all and merry night....
-Travis
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| Steve Kove came back but boy did he overdue himself. I predicted a day of constant enjoyment and I didn't disappoint. I stole a chair from the office, a teachers stool, 5 door stops and let's just say a stool someone stole is going to Landrum high this afternoon, wonder how that got there??
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| Let's just say I got a haircut and some RED color for my hair....
-Travis
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